Where am I going?

Well As you know I have quit Alpha and I have signed up to be on the HOPE 08 team at church which seems to have alot of exciting ideas, its just waiting to see if any of them come about. I also just recently got a new job at work which is one I've wanted to do for ages. I felt that our company needed a trainer for ages and I have said so before but now they have actually created the role and I was successful and got the job. This will mean alot more commitment from me as I will be doing a lot more travelling and maybe have to stay over some nights during the week.

I know this is where God wants me to go because I prayed about it as I do most things and basically just asked that if the job wasn't for me that the door be closed on it but I got it so I believe God wants me there but why?? Well the answer is I don't yet know.

Haven't been to church for a few weeks, I haven't felt I could be bothered which is really crap because I still believe but just not motivated to get to church. I feel bad for not being motivated but I don't know which is better, not going to church because I'm not motivated or going to church because I feel that's what I'm supposed to do and I actually don't want to be there?
sometimes I like to go to the Cathedral just because no one there really knows me and I can just be on my own with God. Sometimes my boyfriend has come with me and I really enjoy that time because theres something nice about sharing God with another person your so close to. But I cant force him to go.

Really looking forward to breaking up from work this Friday and having time off. I am off until 3rd Jan then becuase I have booked holiday, I am having a night out with my mum and boyfriends mum and sis like a mum and daughters night, then a night out with my friends. I am having a nice meal with my boyfriend. Having sunday dinner at Dads, Dinner at mums. Christmas dinner at boyfriends mums house and then a day watching my boyfriend play football and then the drinks that go after and then off to dublin for New Year. I was going to say I'm looking forward to the rest but looking at that list there is no rest althought I am looking forward to it all.

Then return to work with a new job to look forward to.